I'm thanking GOD that I woke up to began another day. I love life and not a day goes by that I don't think about my husband. I have problem's sleeping at night but soon that will be over. I feel that "LIFE" is something that we should cherish. I's been times that i've considered ending my life, but I am a strong believer in "GOD" and I do want to go home to him when my tome is up here on earth. I really feel asthough i'm not complete without a man. I know alot of people don't agree with that. But that's just me. It took me a long time to get comfortable with myself and I don't allow anyone to dictate what "I" should do with my life. I grew up without my dad and since i've been grown, I need the comfort of a man. And my life is my life and I love to her my friend's opinon's but most of the time I do as I see fit. So love me or hate me. Life is to short to do anything else...